What if (on Why something?????)

Ok Why is there something like universes rather than nothing? Nothing
makes more sense. Reality is scientist do not even know why such
funderamental particles as protons and electrons exist,or why they
have the propertties they have. We do not know why micro world so
different than macro. Do not know why photons go at 186,242 mps.
So how the hell are they going to find a way to understand a universe
that should not be there? I have given out my theories to help this
problem. I use a lot of QM and relativity to form these ideas. I
think a lot on virtual stuff. Things with life times that are almost
spontaneous.Aply uncertainty principle.Have my G=EMC^2 Someday it
will add to Einstein's E=MC^2 Woke up thinking of "quantum
fluctuations" That shows me space has an intrinsic energy.Can't have
a universe without anti pairs, Virtual particles are just as real as
real particles. Will do a what if just on virtual energy TreBert