Are you joking when you say you have:
“ one of the three greatest theoretical minds in the world ” ?
Do you seriously think you deserve one or more Nobels ?

As I see it, it's as I told Bill:
“ After aging has burned me up like a log on the fire,
another ‘ log ’ gets toss on the fire, replacing me ..
besides me ( i.e. the log ), no one cares.

Nothing is going to put you or me back together ..
unfortunately for us ( yet fortunately for everyone else ),
we're both very replaceable. ”.